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I couldn’t stop.

So… this week: binge, binge, binge, binge… i feel disgusting…

CW: 127lbs -_-

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Today

So… today i admitted to a psychologist that i might relapse.

I told her i was anorexic since i’m 14-15 (oh and i’m 20), how i reached for help, etc.

and she asked me: so… since you,re relapsing, do you think you need help? or will you ask for help when you’ll need it as you did when you were young?

i felt free. she didn’t told me that i have a problem, or i need to stop or anything else. She let me the choice.

and i said: oh. trust me, i’ll seek for help when i’ll need it. for now, i still kinda control myself, i take multivitamin / mineral supplement since i know i don’t have a balanced diet, i don’t fast more than a day.

she said: fine! i trust you. as long as you’ll get help when you’ll need it! but i’ll give you some useful phone number, may i?

me: of course!


it reassures me that i can live this disease. i don’t wanna recover right now, it’s like the only way i can express my sadness.


and sorry for the mistakes… english ain’t my first language ^^’

Anonymous asked: I can't purge, either. How do you do it? How did you learn?

i just didn’t give up.

but to be honest, you shouldn’t do it to yourself, purging is kinda adictive…
i know i’m not the right person to tell you not doing this…
Just don’t do it to yourself…

But if you really wanna lose weight, you should check this out: http://privatetips.tumblr.com/

The other day.

  • Male best friend: hey? Did you lose weight?
  • Me: oh... maybe a little *little smile on my face*
  • Male best friend: good ^^ you seem to take care of yourself now!
  • Me: yeah i guess so! (in fact, i don,t really take care of myself, i just don't eat... or when i do, i purge...)

Anonymous asked: How tall are you? Why can't you purge?

i’m 5’3”½

but now i can purge, since 19th november. dunno if i’m happy or not…

123lbs

still 18lbs to lose…

105lbs.

So i came back for real, sicker than ever. Stuck on my dream.

I’ve been through the biggest rejection i’ve ever lived: the girl i love doesn’t really love me, she’s happier with her boyfriend.
*yes btw i’m lesbian*

It seems the only “girl” who wants me is Ana.

Lately, i’ve lost 7lbs since the girl i love told me we can’t be together.
What i lived makes me really sad, but in a way, i like this because Ana’s still there, waiting for me, convincing me that i’m fat, telling me eating is disgusting.

Right now i’m 126lbs… i wanna lose 21lbs.

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